DKGS: A Diary

I no longer wish to exist within the confines of reality

That is not to say I have ever been a real person

This is merely my distress at the existence of the concept of existence

I am bothered by life’s definition

For I am neither a concept nor an absolute

I do not beat within truth

We are abstraction: undefinable unreality

Mere use of the word undefinable seeks to define it

I choose to define myself

I am something which may only be described as the verb to be

Just as a sound is relative and the deaf reject your reality

So my life is relative and unreal

I no longer wish to exist within the confines of your reality

Do not seek to define me

In doing so you define only yourself

As an egotistical master of circumstance

Your reality is not my own

It is not my cup of tea

For I have no cup and do not drink tea

I prefer soda

In a glass half nothing for it is full

Half with liquid, half with air

I choose to define my own unreality

For the void, the abyss is much warmer than the world

Reality is not mine or yours or even real

It is only a rational explanation for the irrational

I do not exist within the confines of this reality